I am sober, and that’s okay.
I have done it again. Picked up the knife.
can’t worry about withdrawals when you made me feel so much worst. Relapsing involves a lot of unkept promises say rock bottom is when you stop digging yet i still keep a shovel A true outlook on what it's like to go through a relapse in addiction. Its kinda along read but one of my new favorite poems i've wrote I couldn't bring myself to write lately, except now. I'm still having a hard time writing, but I hope this came out okay. Devil's Breath is a drug that makes you hallucinate. During a recent relapse, I took a large amount of this and I hallucinated a lot. And when I eventually came to, this was the hallucination that see... i have a habit of relishing pain.
trigger warning: self harm
Trigger warning! Been dealing with alot lately between wantings of relapse and my friend passing away a couple weeks ago. Wrote this while in the middle of relpasing. So I guess a first hand account...haha? I’m going stir crazy, fell off the wagon.
A look inside of what it’s like to live w/ someone who relapses 💔 I beg for sun And pray for rain
How I relapsed on heroin with Mickey and met Julie.
Source: http://jaallison.blog Heck neck, if addiction was a person, I'd give em' a vibe check!
By: Big Howster