I know you think that I am good enough and that I never sweat shit. That I am perfect, even with my faults. But don’t confuse my calmness for easy because the truth of the matter ...when I can’t sleep at night and when I can’t find peace I think of how...
There is a pain that aches every time I breathe
I think about all of the things that would be if they could
I feel too much so its better to run than to live and learn
If I could take your pain away
I would mix it with an ounce of my anger
I would add a shot of your fear,
Stir in a splash of my hate
And let it go
It would erase that night forever from The Universe
Death becomes more aware of me
It calls me in the night everyday
I never answer cus this was never my plan
To swerve and duck it’s becoming a task too strong for me
Weaving and twirling outside my door. I wonder what will happen to the ones who love m...
I was brave when I knew Id lose
I fought to keep you even when
My mind turned to darkness
I followed through and put up the warning signs
I warned you the same I did for myself
Im not saying Id change what we did, cus I wouldn’t
I just wasn’t strong e...
In you, I feel free
Safe and far from
Where we used to be
A voice climbs from somewhere
Alone, buried high as the trees
Terror and madness rolled into one
Crazed nightmares woke me, it
Was the soft whisper of my gun
Carving lines in the night’s though...
It’s 2am, and I am wide awake.
I’ve studied what I am &
what I could possibly see...
In the mirror, your reflection started to show and then stared back at me.
If I try hard enough I can still taste your lips on mine
If I try hard enough I can feel your heartbeat on my chest
If I try hard enough I can see the love and desire in your eyes