He had once asked me why I'm always so positive.
Jess
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A glimpse into another's life
Feel free to read if you want to see what's considered normal in my life.
I thought I was getting better. A recovery from how I was before. Thing is, I don't think I've ever been this mentally unstable. I can't talk to anyone since I'm not that close to anyone. I can't tell my mom since I'll be an asshole for worrying her. A...
A rant from a stranger and a small peek into the mind of a teen.
Dear K,
I was in my first ever relationship a few months ago and it just happend to be an online relationship. This is my letter to him. We haven't spoken in months, to be honest.
I have wished for you to be mine but knew you could never be mine.
A letter to my once beloved.
Being a fake friend
I read a message of someone who called me a fake friend. I genuinely liked this person and felt immediately depressed after hearing that. But I'm honestly stupid as fudge. I braided my hair and contem...
Friends or not?
I'm not very popular irl. And still not very popular online. Although, I have a few friends. Fake and real but online. Not offline in the real world. Unfortunately, I'm really anti social. But when I'...
Once again...
I basically only write these to make me feel better since I like writing when I'm down. Please don't give me pity or advice, I really don't need nor want it.
Oofers!
Y'all ever just feel like someone is looking down on you? I'm a female, unfortunately. I didn't chose what gender to be born as. I want to graduate a year earlier than the grade I'm in. I was planning...
An impossible wish...
I used to think I'd find love. If you gave me enough time then I'd be able to eventually find someone that would love me like I'd love them. Sure it was a fantasy and a dream that anyone would risk lo...
Nonsense, I guess?
Not gonna lie, I think I lost a friend. She used to choose me over lots of other people. Over everyone else. It's as if playing with me or just overall hanging with me is a chore and just something sh...
A slight betrayal
We've been friends for months and today something happened. She just did something not like her at all.
Another one, unfortunately.
Honestly, not gonna lie. I'm considering how good suicide will be. Just ending it all, never needing to worry about how life will end. Just that last moment where you end it, yourself. To just stop wi...
Judged and disappointed.
All my life, I've hated being judged. Whenever I get judged it's usually bad news. I know I'm not very pretty but like damn dude. No need to get silent. Could fake a compliment. Like you like my freck...
Welp!
To me, depression is just being non energetic. And to fix when people think I'm being depressed, I change my attitude. I put on a farce that is fairly easy to maintain. I use a happy and energetic voi...
Before I met her.
A year ago, I played Fortnite for hours on end. Meeting random people and just having fun with them. I stayed up late, laughing and kinda joyful. Then one day I meet her sister in a squads fill match....
A haircut...
So today I took a shower and got ready to go to my brother's physical therapy. We go there and my mom just has a mood the whole entire time. She got out of the car since my dad was taking too much tim...
Another small rant
My brother and I were pretty close as children. And we just kinda fell apart as time went on. I'd never tell him this but I always did and still do look up to him. He's a great role model and his atti...