I just became an uncle about two weeks ago because my sister had a baby. I made a rhyme with the first letters of his name and now elaborated a bit upon it to also reflect my own life. The first lette...

I miss you Annet

If the one we love most leaves us we might find it hard to reallign

Just a random Instagram conversation with myself

Every day I fall apart again of boredom. I don't know how to fill up this ever-growing void which is time. Love seems harder to come by as my mind keeps giving up on me.

Emptiness has conquered my mind once again. My emotions came back for a few months whilst psychosis took over my body. Now I’m back in the devil’s den. Once again no anticipation to any vacation. I ca...

Perhaps I even chose this particular life, and I went over all the details working it out meticulously

My world is falling apart again I can't contain myself, I don't have a plan

The time of supposed elation is gone All that is left are the stars and the Sun

I've been sleeping like crazy today They pump me full with pills, I can't say nay

It's Christmas. So much no anticipation, no elation. It's almost New Year's Eve, oh my god, not another celebration...

Anhedonia: not being able to feel joy

My caregiver and I decided to stay friends after she quit her job because we had a strong bond. After a couple of months she decided that she could not see me as a friend, but only as someone she had ...

Come run away with me, to a place I'd rather be

Freeverse

After having strong suicidal tendencies I moved back in with my parents for a month, something which they were not too keen about to say the least

The Katerveer house, where my grandma used to live, and where her grandchildren roamed freely during their careless youth

A brief description of what it's like to feel no joy anymore

A description of my current ordeal. A story of anhedonia and the hopelessness which comes with that territory