under a sky of azure i look up

choose life or choose death? there has always been two paths every day when you choose life, the world forces you to choose the other one

I hugged you that night before I lose the fight

in this cold windy night fighters call upon their might

a sinner, a saint? something to figure out

you heard stories about me, as i tell you about my family.

a heart made to stone turned cold pass the bones.

a broken heart and soul. i'm sorry if i act like a ghoul.

i'm sorry. i know that all you wanted was for me to love you in return. for me to see you and just feel the warmth and love you wanted to give.

The nylon umbrella pops As the rain water drops

As she hugs me Trembling

How many tears have i cried tonight How many days since the last

There were demons talking to me They were out now they're in my head

they'll probably sleep soundly at night. troubles they have they set aside.

under the heavy skies on the mountain the fog lies

i was walking on a thread. carefully trudging to get on the other side.

under the bright light in front of the laptop

Black. Black was the color that I last remember.

we met at the bar at 10 we didn't care much then