Marissa

@suicidalenigma

A loathing consuming the innermost self°



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suicidalenigma
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Marissa . 5 years ago
Don't you cry for the lost, smile for the living. Get what you need and give what you're given. Life's for the living so live it or you're better off dead. ❤️
I despise money
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Marissa . 5 years ago
She spoke of her dreams in a strangely poetic fashion forcing me to envision,in horrifying vividness,the dampened yet withered city ever so bizarre and composed of grotesque greenish stone whose geometry was oddly in disarray and to hear with frightene...
Abnormal
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Marissa . 5 years ago
Inexistent to existence. She emerged to many and embraced oneness° Existence with existence she was with any as any within herself. From existence to nonexistence beyond despair she shall remain as all are .. ...Cerebral inceptions of self-destructi...
Existence is suffering
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Marissa . 5 years ago
Who requires sleep when you persistently flourish in self-deprecation, severe addiction to intravenously administering central nervous system stimulants,and the darkest despairingly extensive self-animosity conceivable?
To the people who love themselves, Promise you shall never take that gift for granted! Be infinitely grateful and eternally appreciative.
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Marissa . 5 years ago
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kylothesoftie
kylothesoftie
Kylo the Softie . 5 years ago
Those who fell in the dark so deep and for so long that they themselves aren't able anymore to think that there's still hope, those who were allured by nihilism due to circumstances of the world
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Marissa . 5 years ago
You came into my life like the angel you are and fixed my hearts many scars. You eased my pain and healed my sores you gave me love like no one before. You are my strength when I’m in despair. You are my support which for me is rare. With your heart an...
Bailey,My Love, My Heart, My Life.
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suicidalenigma
Marissa . 5 years ago
I feel a loathing consuming my innermost self, a dreadful anguish,a miserable lifelessness so unfathomably dark that vanishing into the void of nothingness is seemingly inevitable. my final conscious thought will be disgust for life;my perception trul...
void
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