I just want to walk sometimes
Just go outside find a road and start
I don’t want to see anyone
I am going nowhere
I just want to walk until the restlessness disappears
Till I am
Just legs
Left with one purpose
One focus
To move forward
Red on my finger tips
Stemming from my lips
As I pick and pull
Till my urge is full
Till there is nothing there
It is left bare
Only pain
And blood that slowly drains
I feel sad a lot and scared of the world and what’s to come
But then randomly
I smile
No reason behind it
It just appears
I guess as long as that keeps happening everything is going to be ok