How many chickens does it take

<I remember still>       I remember still The way you made me feel I remember still Things you said were real

He said , "I wont love you , cuz I cant just love anybody" She said , "i told you i was different, but still, youll  never love me" He said , "maybe you're different, but not in a way i can see"

You promise....just to preach But your words you don't ever keep Listen to lies, this  talk is so cheap Practice the act even in your sleep

I stopped this life in a heartbeat  a tear from my eye I took all that held value and erased it with all my strife Removed the things i once knew and blinded out life

why don't you like to speak to me Why is the silence the solace you seek Why is the emptyness all i can reach Why is the coldness running so deep

God called down to me in a silence so sad Said he never loved me im the epitome of bad I just threw my head back and laughed and laughed As if he could rock me to my core at long last I was born from the hurt born out of its ash

I feel empty , i feel alone  ....and that place?, i once called home Now,? Just another lost soul .....'shattered , torn  to  the vey bone..