im scared of myself again it only happens in the lonely mornings

I wish I was iron I wish I was metal

I'm shaking The past is cold

i lost it that hope

So ill drive Across the morning lights

I'm running out of breath How many times can I say it

Its 4am and I'm thinking about you About us

my feelings were hidden to me they never even showed

I'm a hoe Entertainment for the others show

Dear God Lay me to rest

I can't take it anymore I'm tried of crying

I am still in love with you I will never tell you

paint my SUV in green can you heal me?

I've been looking for you I miss you

knifes are resting in my stomach it's hard to breathe

I couldn't sleep

I can't take the hurt my heart doesn't fight to beat

madness my madam lets serve you a treat

Suicide isn't a word its a feeling

Another night Another sigh