He was the power, relentlessly unmovable, hypnotizingly dangerous. He bent and broke others. I gotta give in, step aside, I gotta leave.

Thoughts of one mistress. Source: https://mylucidmind.com/2018/12/18/fairy-tale-with-violence/

He instigated fear. The contrast between his calm and pleasant demeanor and my feelings of terror every time I saw him was unfathomable. Well-educated, intelligent, nicely smelling, fit, and smiling, ...

In love with a married man Source: Myself https://mylucidmind.com/blog/

I love f*cking you, – I put the emphasis on love and f*cking, I held his gaze, feeling all dizzy and happy at the same time. I love f*cking you, – He had to present at a medical conference in North ...

Reflecting on polyamory. Thoughts of one mistress. Source: https://mylucidmind.com/blog/