It's only a testament to my acting... TW- cussing, unconscious transphobia, and depression

I think they call it smiling depression To have a smile pasted on your face As you die inside TW- Depression and Suicidal thoughts

And yet I can't make myself do it tonight It's not a stupid fear of dying Because what will happen if I make it Through hell and heaven TW- Self harming and suicidal thoughts

A short poem about a werewolf's new moon depression. TW for self-harm. (Crossposted on Ao3 by me, The_Darkside_Has_CATS_And_Soda)