And maybe I should just be real with him.

The flowers are simpering, My head is a nest, Putting pollen in distress. Feeding my thoughts, Running from the wild, Petals singing mild Swinging thorns around Heavier things lie inside the ground.

And is this hurt my safety net? Wallowing in past pain, Am I throwing away what now exists? Is it all in my head? My professor said, You can’t be in emotion mind and rational mind at the same time. I guess this will just have to go away, Flounder as...

I feel high right now I could fly right now You can’t take this away from me Don’t you dare.

This is the world without you

2019 should be 2010 all over again.

2018

I had a nightmare last night That a guy had sex with a girl That I both knew In Boston And I watched helplessly as they safely fucked. They had Fun, and I’m in a terrorized trance, sucking in air, not in their fantasy universe. My mind’s idea was perha...

And inside of me, Is a deep growling Of a frenetic nature. Mind is Topsy-turvy, like when you’ve been upside down for too long.

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